I figured I should really update this. So, goodbye march break, hello half a semester of school! baha. Anyways, march break's been OKAY..wouldn't say it's been the best. Yeah, I've seen ty for like 3 days in the march break, but no offense, that doesn't make it all great LOL. jokes..but seriously, I didn't get to chill or see people..*tear* leslie *ahem*. jeeez. baha. Soooo...I swear things are just soo up and down with me..it's fuckin crazy! but whatevs.
ANYWAYS...to sum up my march break, it was filled with fam and friends. LOL Spent a lot of time with ty..AND christine ;) baha! surprise visits from her and walking to hero burger with the boyfriends..stupid n words can't drive. but uhm...it was coool. soo basically i really dont even remember after that...like I honestly just remember that day and thurs and friday and sat. BAHAHA. wth..i know. thurs & fri was spent with my lil cousins and my tita, love em to death. & friday night reached an empty house with 8374 people and 827346 of beers and 892374 g of yummy greens. baha! sautrday was another santiago day..went to tita cyns, had some beers, some steak, no rice ;) wooooo! haha im soo random..i just putting anything i can think of on this.
OH! guys! I HAVENT STRAIGHTENED MY HAIR (minus that one time) & I HAVENT EATEN RICE! shieeeeeeeeeeet son, how does she do it?! ;) hahah..yeah soo basically i've been looking like shit..and i've been starving myself..hah! naat. but no rice (Y). k i can write a fuckin novel..im gonna go. PEACE.
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Friday, March 13, 2009
just not now.
Okay FIRST OFF, let me say that i should start using this again. LOL since leslies on it, i'll actually have a friend.
Okay, so I randomly fell on someones page and read something that really shocked me. As of now, I really am speechless because all i can say is "old & new".
I've said bye to those that I had thought that really didnt make sense for them to be in my life. But I thought "why were they there then?" & I've realized that they were meant to be there for a reason.
People come to me and tell me how stupid everything is with everyone. I totally agree, don't get me wrong. It is stupid. I miss them a whole lot, but at the same time it's like, why should I even try anymore when all I've BEEN doing is trying. You guys know who you are. I had never heard a GENUINE "sorry" or not even that, I didnt get the chance to see that you've changed (the good way). If you have already, then i guess i missed out. I try really hard to think over it over and over again. My conclusion? I feel as if everything with eventually fall together again, no matter how many months or years it'll take, it'll come together again, just not now.
Okay, so I randomly fell on someones page and read something that really shocked me. As of now, I really am speechless because all i can say is "old & new".
I've said bye to those that I had thought that really didnt make sense for them to be in my life. But I thought "why were they there then?" & I've realized that they were meant to be there for a reason.
People come to me and tell me how stupid everything is with everyone. I totally agree, don't get me wrong. It is stupid. I miss them a whole lot, but at the same time it's like, why should I even try anymore when all I've BEEN doing is trying. You guys know who you are. I had never heard a GENUINE "sorry" or not even that, I didnt get the chance to see that you've changed (the good way). If you have already, then i guess i missed out. I try really hard to think over it over and over again. My conclusion? I feel as if everything with eventually fall together again, no matter how many months or years it'll take, it'll come together again, just not now.
Monday, October 13, 2008
what would i really do without them?!
Jayraldyn Laurio, Christine Schuck, Leslie Atienza, Nikka Aquino, Stefany Yumul, Natasha Villafria, Ashley Falcone, Melissa Santos, Tyree Dillon, Carlo Cipriano, Enzo Caleon, Melodie Padula.
Let's get straight to the point. I LOVE these people. No lie. I honestly can't go on with my life without talking to these people atleast ONCE a day.
I know I've made so many notes on people that I care about and whatnot, but these people are the people who know me BEST, they know my dislikes, my life, my weird-ness and definitely know what makes me happy.
To be honest with you, I've lost so many friendships this year. Why? Because you realize who's been there just to be there and who's here cause they needa be here. I fuckin' love these people. Let me start with Jaya.
Jayraldyn L'Oreo: BFFLN, i fuckin love her. Honestly, I don't know where i would be without her. That's like 10 years of my life right there. shiet son! haha, we're the EXACT same in totally different ways. She's my diary, my sister & my bestfriend. We've just been trhough too many thing with one another, it's crazy. We deff needa go on that road trip and record our lives haha, just because we can! woo! love you jay!
Christine Shoooks: Grade 6. That's all i gotta say haha! Oh man. Too many crazy times with this girl. I know theres those times where we hardly talk or chill, but when we do we're back to those grade 6 times. hahaha! We deff complete eachother <3>
Leslie Ati-enzyme: MY OLDER/YOUNGER SISTER! buahaha! holy shit, we're deff meant to be girls! I mean like who else would go through shit i go through ;) wink wink. I could deff come to you for ANYTHING and vise versa. I love everything about you! except that burping thing..haha! well lemme tell you how much we've been through! man CRUNK TIMES WOOO!
Nikka A-QUEEN-O: NIKKATOOT! i fuckin miss you! even though when we see eachother it's like we go to the same school, like i've seen you everyday, like we live with eachother and deff like we were in the same uterus. woo! haha! well i know we've been through some things, and i know no matter what, we stay girls. I'd never ever think about drifting with you & you know that. I love chilling, talking, eating, wlaking, shopping, posing, laughing, recording, guitaring, dancing, cartwheeling, and drinking with you hahah, just everything! i love you nikka, jsut wanted to remind you!
Stefany You MOLE!: Hey cous! FOB - SEX. HAAHAHA, i love you! I know we've gone through those times wehre we jsut stop talking & things, but when we see eachother, we always can expect a JUMP ON TOP OF EACHOTHER kinda hi haha! Well i just wanna thank you for listening to everything, & for being there when i need you to be, I love you soo much!
Natasha villa-FREE-a: Hey you! We've been friends for how long? not long enough. But it deff feels like we have been friends for ever! haha. "are you guys sisters!" & "omg you guys look like a bigger & smaller version of eachother!" what else is new?! haha well i just wanna say thank you & sorry for everything. Just know I'm always here for you no matter what and hopefully vise versa! i love you tash!
Ashley Fal-CONE, Melissa SAND TOES & Melodie Paduls: I know it's only been this year that we've actaully chilled chilled, but it felt like we've all been friends since grade 9! haha! good times. Although we've been friends since grade 9, we've never actually chilled until this year. Well i expect more of this closeness and jokes with you girles. I fuckin love you girls! thanks for everything! & know that i'll bee here whenever ;)
THE BOYS - TO BE CONTINUED.
Let's get straight to the point. I LOVE these people. No lie. I honestly can't go on with my life without talking to these people atleast ONCE a day.
I know I've made so many notes on people that I care about and whatnot, but these people are the people who know me BEST, they know my dislikes, my life, my weird-ness and definitely know what makes me happy.
To be honest with you, I've lost so many friendships this year. Why? Because you realize who's been there just to be there and who's here cause they needa be here. I fuckin' love these people. Let me start with Jaya.
Jayraldyn L'Oreo: BFFLN, i fuckin love her. Honestly, I don't know where i would be without her. That's like 10 years of my life right there. shiet son! haha, we're the EXACT same in totally different ways. She's my diary, my sister & my bestfriend. We've just been trhough too many thing with one another, it's crazy. We deff needa go on that road trip and record our lives haha, just because we can! woo! love you jay!
Christine Shoooks: Grade 6. That's all i gotta say haha! Oh man. Too many crazy times with this girl. I know theres those times where we hardly talk or chill, but when we do we're back to those grade 6 times. hahaha! We deff complete eachother <3>
Leslie Ati-enzyme: MY OLDER/YOUNGER SISTER! buahaha! holy shit, we're deff meant to be girls! I mean like who else would go through shit i go through ;) wink wink. I could deff come to you for ANYTHING and vise versa. I love everything about you! except that burping thing..haha! well lemme tell you how much we've been through! man CRUNK TIMES WOOO!
Nikka A-QUEEN-O: NIKKATOOT! i fuckin miss you! even though when we see eachother it's like we go to the same school, like i've seen you everyday, like we live with eachother and deff like we were in the same uterus. woo! haha! well i know we've been through some things, and i know no matter what, we stay girls. I'd never ever think about drifting with you & you know that. I love chilling, talking, eating, wlaking, shopping, posing, laughing, recording, guitaring, dancing, cartwheeling, and drinking with you hahah, just everything! i love you nikka, jsut wanted to remind you!
Stefany You MOLE!: Hey cous! FOB - SEX. HAAHAHA, i love you! I know we've gone through those times wehre we jsut stop talking & things, but when we see eachother, we always can expect a JUMP ON TOP OF EACHOTHER kinda hi haha! Well i just wanna thank you for listening to everything, & for being there when i need you to be, I love you soo much!
Natasha villa-FREE-a: Hey you! We've been friends for how long? not long enough. But it deff feels like we have been friends for ever! haha. "are you guys sisters!" & "omg you guys look like a bigger & smaller version of eachother!" what else is new?! haha well i just wanna say thank you & sorry for everything. Just know I'm always here for you no matter what and hopefully vise versa! i love you tash!
Ashley Fal-CONE, Melissa SAND TOES & Melodie Paduls: I know it's only been this year that we've actaully chilled chilled, but it felt like we've all been friends since grade 9! haha! good times. Although we've been friends since grade 9, we've never actually chilled until this year. Well i expect more of this closeness and jokes with you girles. I fuckin love you girls! thanks for everything! & know that i'll bee here whenever ;)
THE BOYS - TO BE CONTINUED.
Sunday, October 12, 2008
'stop, rewind, erase, forward, play.' - sy.
October 11th - I thought it would've ended to be a flop day, but as usual, ty came and saved the day. We ended up walking to baskin robbins @ 9pm to go get some ice cream. After that night, I realized that I like the kid more than I thought I did. Honestly, I haven't had such an honest, nice, caring, considerate, and understanding boyfriend ever. He's awesome. What could make it go wrong right? I know.
Today, I went on msn & who did I see talking to me? You ALL know who that person is. Let's just say, it's been about 3 years since. So okay, I'll just talk. Whatever, things are normal "how's she"/"how's he" kinna thing. So here's how the convo went:
?: how's you and dilly?
G: we're pretty nice, lol.
?: that's good.
G: yeahhh
?: i miss your family!
G: yeah i know right? it's been so long!
You get the point.. so it went on until "?" started bringing up the past things. As I'm typing, I'm thinking about everything, about how things could've been, about how we don't even talk, about how i have a boyfriend now, & how this kid could set such high standards but yet we're not with eachother.. So it questions me; how could this person question myself?! how could this person make me cry without saying a word?! how could he just do what he did & give up?! how could we just end everything without settling it?! & would he come back? I know I'm not supposed to be questionning myself these things, but why not? It's not like I'd get the answers to them now...
Today, I went on msn & who did I see talking to me? You ALL know who that person is. Let's just say, it's been about 3 years since. So okay, I'll just talk. Whatever, things are normal "how's she"/"how's he" kinna thing. So here's how the convo went:
?: how's you and dilly?
G: we're pretty nice, lol.
?: that's good.
G: yeahhh
?: i miss your family!
G: yeah i know right? it's been so long!
You get the point.. so it went on until "?" started bringing up the past things. As I'm typing, I'm thinking about everything, about how things could've been, about how we don't even talk, about how i have a boyfriend now, & how this kid could set such high standards but yet we're not with eachother.. So it questions me; how could this person question myself?! how could this person make me cry without saying a word?! how could he just do what he did & give up?! how could we just end everything without settling it?! & would he come back? I know I'm not supposed to be questionning myself these things, but why not? It's not like I'd get the answers to them now...
Sunday, September 28, 2008
"let's rewind time.." now press play.
Okay so, basically I finally got over the "single space" phase... To be honest with you, things are waaaay different with me now. I thought about the whole grade 8 & 9 year and how 'he' messed me up, but when i actually think about it, why the HELL would i wait up for that?! I really dont need that at all... not to be rude or anything, but I'm really proud that I REALLY gotten over him and us. Thank God.
So now, there's Ty & I know before it was like "she doesnt like him enough.." but trust me on this one.. I really do & I'm not lying. I really needed that break up just to get my thoughts straight about everything, and i mean everything. I realized that he was the first guy to ever treat me like i was someone & TRULY meant it. Dont get me wrong, my ex's treated me like that to, but how many times did they do something to mess around with my feelings? It didn't make sense at all. But yeah... he's cool.
So now, there's Ty & I know before it was like "she doesnt like him enough.." but trust me on this one.. I really do & I'm not lying. I really needed that break up just to get my thoughts straight about everything, and i mean everything. I realized that he was the first guy to ever treat me like i was someone & TRULY meant it. Dont get me wrong, my ex's treated me like that to, but how many times did they do something to mess around with my feelings? It didn't make sense at all. But yeah... he's cool.
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